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    Thursday, June 3rd, 2010
    3:07 pm
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     Who the fuck am I? Can someone please tell me, because I've lost all sense of myself.

    Current Mood: broken
    Wednesday, June 2nd, 2010
    4:09 pm
    blah, blah, blah

    Life is ordinary. Everyday is the same old thing. I wake up, feed Abbey, get dressed, go to work, come home, eat dinner, go to bed. Monday's and Wednesday's I go to school. Next semester the only class I'll be taking is Chem. Then it's on to my full schedule and a pharm tech certification. Maybe then I won't be dirt poor. Maybe Chris will get a job. Life is always full of more maybe's then definitely's.
    I have to take sleeping pill everynight just to make the worries go away and sleep half way peacefully. But hey, that's life right?
    Oh yeah, they make Topsy Turvy starberry planters. That shit looks awesome. I love strawberries :)


    Saturday, March 6th, 2010
    9:47 pm
    Uh...yeah.
     So I just remembered about this little LiveJournal thing. I haven't written anything in here for years. I was looking back at some of the things I wrote and I'm now realizing how totally fucked up I was. I'd like to think I'm a different person that I was before. Right now I'm married and I've got a kid. Though it isn't the life that I wanted, it's mine, and I'm starting to like it. I really don't dig the whole marriage thing...but I do love being a mom. I'm living in New Mexico and it's pretty lame. That's pretty much it. Later.
    Monday, July 6th, 2009
    4:50 pm
    because i'm super bored...(83)
     Are you a good or bad boy/girl?
    Add one point for everything you have done.
    If you get more than 60- you are bad!
    Lower than that-- no worries, you're still a little angel!

    1) smoked*
    2) consumed alcohol*
    3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex*
    4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex*
    5) made out with someone of the opposite sex*
    6) made out with someone of the same sex*
    7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex*
    8) watched porn*
    9) bought porn
    10) done drugs*
    TOTAL:9

    11) taken pain killers*
    12) taken someone else's prescription medicine*
    13) lied to your parents*
    14) lied to a friend*
    15) snuck out of the house*
    16) done something illegal*
    17) cut yourself*
    18) hurt someone*
    19) wished someone to die*
    20) seen someone die
    TOTAL: 9

    21) missed curfew*
    22) stayed out all night*
    23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself*
    24) been to a therapist*
    25) been to rehab
    26) dyed your hair*
    27) recieved a ticket
    28) been in a wreck*
    29) been to a club*
    30) been to a bar*
    TOTAL: 8

    31) been to a wild party
    32) seen the Mardi Gras
    34) had a spring break in Florida*
    35) sniffed anything*
    36) wore black nail polish*
    37) wore arm bands
    38) wore t-shirts with band names*
    39) listened to rap*
    40) own a 50 cent cd
    TOTAL: 5

    41) dressed gothic*
    42) dressed prep*
    43) dressed punk*
    44) dressed grunge*
    45) stole something*
    46) been too drunk to remember anything*
    47) blacked out*
    48) fainted*
    49) had a crush on your neighbor
    50) had someone sneak into your room*
    TOTAL: 9

    51) snuck into some else's room
    52) had a crush on someone of the same sex*
    53) been to a concert*
    55) been called a slut*
    56) called someone a slut*
    57) installed speakers in your car
    58) broke a mirror*
    59) showered at someone of the opposite's sex's house*
    60) brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush*
    TOTAL: 7

    61) consider ludacris your favorite rapper
    62) seen an R rated movie in theaters*
    63) cruised the mall*
    64) skipped school*
    65) had an eating disorder*
    66) had an injury*
    67) gone to court*
    68) walked out of a resteraunt without paying
    69) caught something on fire*
    70) lied about your age*
    TOTAL: 8

    71) owned an apartment
    72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend*
    73) cheated with someone*
    74) got in trouble with the police
    75) talked to a stranger*
    76) hugged a stranger*
    77) kissed a stranger*
    78) rode in the car with a stranger*
    79) been sexually harrassed*
    80) been verbally harrassed*
    TOTAL: 8

    81) met face to face with someone you met online*
    82) stayed online for 12 hours straight*
    83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight*
    84) watched tv for 12 hours straight*
    85) been to a fair*
    86) been called a bad influence*
    87) cursed*
    88) prank called someone*
    89) lay in the bed with someone of the opposite sex*
    90) cheated on a test*
    TOTAL: 10

    91) cheated on homework*
    92) held hands with someone of the opposite sex*
    93) been pushed into a pool*
    94) played pool*
    95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight*
    96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you*
    97) had a crush on someone younger than you*
    98) wear eyeliner*
    99) skinny dipped*
    100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt*
    TOTAL: 10
    4:50 pm
    @ Name: kelly
    @ Age: 18
    @ Height: 5'4
    @ Sign: saggitarius
    @ Hair Color: red
    @ Eye Color: green
    @ Foot Size: 8.5/9
    @ Birthplace: hollywood
    @ Parents Names: david and kathleen
    @ Parents Together?: yes

    [schooling]
    @ Elementary School: bethune
    @ Middle School: parkway
    @ High School: south broward
    @ College: um...i'm going to job corps...does that count?
    @ Extracurricular Activity of Choice: art
    @ Favorite Elementary School Memory: being named 'ginger spice' because i had a big ass....
    @ Favorite High School Memory: getting stoned every day

    [hygiene.. oh yea personal stuff]
    @ Shower How Often?: most of the time...once a day.
    @ Morning or Night Showers?: afternoon
    @ Brush Teeth How Often?: daily
    @ Floss? (Don't lie!): never
    @ Shampoo Brand: a mixture of whatever we had left over poured into a big bottle
    @ Soap/Body Wash Brand: sauve
    @ Lotion Brand: i'm too poor for lotion
    @ Face Wash Brand: once again, too poor
    @ Toothbrush Color: white and pink
    @ cologone/perfume: bath and body works pearberry body splash

    [love, hate, rejection, and all the fun stuff.]
    @ Define Love: the person you can imagine growing old with
    @ Have you ever mistaken love for lust?: yes...once...damn you john spranza!
    @ Are you in love? With who?: yes. xavier
    @ If yes, are you sure it's love?: positive
    @ If no, have you ever been in love?: yes
    @ What happened?: he joined the army
    @ Have you ever been used?: sure why not
    @ What happened and why?: we both had some good sex
    @ Have you ever used someone?: its my life story
    @ What happened and why?: we both had some good sex
    @ Biggest disappointment (relationship/girl/guy-wise): xavier not wanting to get engaged before he left for basic
    @ First Kiss?: i was in preschool...it was in a cement tunnel
    @ PDA Fan?: totally
    @ Ever been dumped?: once
    @ Ever dumped?: fer sure
    @ Worst kisser: bus stop kid
    @ Worst hugger: how can you give a bad hug?
    @ Best kisser: xavier..omg they make you melt
    @ Best hugger: me..duh!
    @ Are you friends with any of your exes?: one or two


    [play favorites]
    @ TV Show: the 70's show, full house, grounded for life
    @ Movie: every harry potter movie
    @ Book: harry potter
    @ Solo Artist: no clue
    @ Band: no clue
    @ CD: wont list
    @ Soundtract: i dont listen to sound tracks
    @ Song: today its 'i write sins not tragedies'
    @ Color: purple, black, shiny
    @ City: hollywood
    @ Season: in florida: winter in washington: none
    @ Article of Clothing: sweat pants
    @ Sport to Watch:sex
    @ Sport to Play: sex
    @ Animal: puppies and kitties

    [random questions because I’m done with categorizing]
    @ What are you wearing?: sweat pants and a zeta shirt
    @ What are you doing?: watching james bond
    @ What do you want to do with your life?: be a nurse
    @ One Naughty Secret: i have no secrets
    @ One Silly Secret: -see previous answer-
    @ One Bad Habit: i smoke like a chimney
    @ One Bad Personality Trait: i'm a bitch
    @ One Good Habit: i'm always on time
    @ One Good Personality Trait: i'm easy to talk to
    @ One Natural Talent: one word...oral
    @ One Acquired Talent: i can sit on my ass all day and do nothing
    @ Thing you want to do once in your life: get married
    @ Thing you will never do in your life: sky dive
    @ Where do you want to travel to?: europe, ecuador
    @ What do you need right now?: feed the puppies
    4:50 pm
    I'm going to be living on a couch. My sister said I could stay with her until I go to Job Corps. But seeing as all the rooms are rented out, I'm going to be living on the couch. I sleep there anyways, but still. It will officially be my home.
    It's hard for me to see how everyones growing up and going their seperate ways. I was never one to embrace change, and now its bitch slapping me. I mean, me and Brenda were an item, and now she's dating a boy, and thinking about babies and marrige. God knows what became of JoEllyn. She disapeared of the face of the earth. And we used to be best friends. We made a promise we'd never stop talking to eachother. And look at us...we haven't spoken in almost a year. And me and Xavier...don't even get me started...we went from to horny teenagers who didn't care about a damn thing to young adults who are worried about their future. I never saw that coming. And I never imagined he would join the army. I never thought I would go back to school either. Life is chaning all around me. Am I ready for it? I don't have a choice. All I know is I'm scared. I never thought I'd move out of Hollywood, and here I am all the way across the country. Life is crazy...And I'm slowly becoming sane enough to enjoy it.
    4:50 pm
    i stole this from brenda, who stole it from linz, who stole it from god knows who
     Ask me a question about each of the following:

    1. Friends
    2. Sex
    3. Music
    4. Drugs
    5. Love
    6. LiveJournal

    No matter how rude, sexual, or confidential.
    Then post this in your journal and see what questions you get asked!
    4:50 pm
    Sigh
     It sure has been a while...I guess I'll give an update...Umm...Well, I'm in Washington now. It's colder than a bitch up here. I've had two boyfriends in a month. I move threw em fast. I met a new boy and we fooled around. The only problem is that he was drunk and doesn't remember. He's spending the night tonight, so I guess we'll talk about it. Eh, I still don't have a job, which bites. Alot. And that's really it. Nothing else to say except for I hope I get laid tonight. :)

    Current Mood: nervous as all hell
    4:50 pm
    4:50 pm
    hey people...
    just so you know its december 8...not what ever lj says...theyre idiots.

    so i'm finally 18. do i fee lany different? no. not at all. i feel like washed up scum. i work for assholes and i'm a cunt.


    i can't wait to move to washington so i can get away from all of this bullshit. i HATE florida!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    4:50 pm

    a fish tattoo because i like to suck...hehehe

    4:50 pm
    Going to NIN in like 6 days...yea bitches! I miss Robert, only when he's stoned. He's a happy gorilla. Yes, I said gorilla.

    I'm almost legal so when I take Thad and have yummy love sessions with him it won't matter. Hah! Bitchin' niggas!

    I'm ugly...so why does everyone want to fuck me? I don't know, but they do...and that's hott. So therefore I'm hott. Only because you want me. :)

    Washington here I come!!!!
    4:50 pm
    life sucks...i suck...you suck

    by the way, if you give a shit, i'm moving to washington state. now do you care? yea...i thought so. posers
    4:50 pm
    YAY! Me and Amanda are finally going to hang out. She's going to come over and then we are going to the movies. Sigh. I'm stoked...I LOVE YOU AMANDA!!!!!
    4:50 pm
    i'm going to marry allison
     i'm so excited. i'm spending the night at allie's on friday! woot! we're going to snuggle naked. -wink wink-
    4:50 pm
    i miss allie soo much. hopefully we can chill tonight. that would rock. me joey aliie and xavi. sigh
    4:50 pm
    i'm going to die if he can't understand why i love him so much. eh...men.

    turn 18 in 85 days. yea bitches. get another tattoo and my tounge peirced.

    woot. i'm the shit. later.
    4:50 pm
    i suck...you suck...everyone sucks...that is, only if you can't or won't come near me...
    4:50 pm
    I'm posting in 2009 for some reason...Oh well.

    I'm going to NIN with Xavi! Yay! I rock...

     

    Could you love this person?

     

    Look at my little Dillon! Doesn't he look cute in my glasses?

    4:50 pm
    I hate to have lost faith. But I fear I have. Lost faith in myself. I wish I was still magical.
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